While I'm Waiting

Tonight I have the bible study Momentum is doing in the housing authority. It starts in 30 minutes, but I'm waiting. Waiting for my grandparents so maybe I can help them through the door. Grandaddy has a TKR a couple of days ago and is just now being discharged. I seem to be doing a lot of waiting here lately. Yesturday was my interview with The Shelby County Reporter. It didn't go as well as I would hope, but it's all in God's hands. He'll place me right where He needs me. I have no idea where I want to be anymore. I know I don't want to work at Home Care for forever. I love the people I work with. It's amazing how much they mean to me, but it's not my field and I hate being stuck in an office. It's like when they cage tigers at a zoo. Those born in the wild, not the ones born in a cage. Stupid analogy, but it's what I feel like. I always wanted to be a reporter and I still do, but I hate leaving everyone. My family (too many to name), my church family (even more too many.) Amanda, Jennifer (Lassiter and Fucci), Beth, Brooke (OK, that whole family), Joey, Grace... (And I still tried to name them after I said there were too many.) Man, I love everyone here and hate to just ditch them. For what? A job in my field in the middle of nowhere. OK, that is not how I see this job and no one is allowed to [mis]quote me on this. It would be a great opportunity. Espeically if it's what God wants. What I want really doesn't matter anymore. I have 20 minutes till it starts. How long does it take to kick him out of the hospital?